Living in the mind

Sometimes, when I have a crush on somebody, I write out their name in Microsoft word or anywhere really.  I just like to take the mouse cursor and highlight their name over and over again.  I imagine that the black or dark blue space is me, I symbolically envelop the person with my love over and over again.  After a while I am able to close my eyes and imagine an entire lifetime of happy memories living and growing old with them.